2010/11/03

It's been too long

It's been a while I know and I apologize.
Ever since I had left for Australia, a LOT of things changed and not all for the better.
It got to the point where I was pretty much dead set on not returning to California, however I had Fall semester at the Academy that I was already committed to so in the end I had to come back.

As much as I would love to delve into all the issues about my domestic/living situation, I cannot. It would take up too much time because there's so much to explain before even going into the current problem. Needless to say it has taxed me to a point that I don't feel comfortable in my own thoughts, let alone my own home. The people who need to know, know about it and have known all about it for a while. Sadly I will have to deal with this issue until such time as the problem is dealt with, which sadly leaves me with little hope of ever being dealt with, or, job willing, I leave.

I know that there are numerous repercussions that could result from it but, to be frank, I'd take them any day over this situation I had nothing to do with, didn't contribute to, and despite my protests, have no control or say over.

Some people close to me have noticed that it's harder to get into contact with me when they try to call me. Unfortunately it's because I had to turn off my phone, hopefully it won't be long till I can get a new one and fix that line of communication. There was also a unexpected expense in regards to my school which also complicated matters, it's currently being dealt with threw a payment plan. Still I had wished it had never come up but you can't control life.

I'm still looking for part time work this holiday season for a few other reasons aside from what I had previously mentioned. So I keep hoping that something will come up and someone will give me a chance. Aside from that I've been very busy with class work and my lap swimming.

I'm currently getting over a bad flu I caught about a week prior to Halloween which really ruined my weekend for me. Since I missed one of my favorite holidays, my current theme will stay till Dios de los Muertos, for those who don't know what that is, it is the Day of the Dead.

Not everything is doom and gloom though, I still have my wonderful and supportive boyfriend Jamie, who's finally gotten a great job and we're both looking towards the future with wonderful possibilities and hope.
I'm continuing to improve via school work from the Academy, which still gives me pride.
I got a tiny job as a private tutor for History and English, it probably won't be paying me as much as I would like but something is far better than nothing.

Anyway I'll be posting some more interesting things after this post, so please be patient with me and look forward to those posts
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